Sometimes I feel like I do not have any chance to be me...
Last week for example, when we sat there as a group, and the squirrels were talking, talking and talking, leaving me little chance to say something without being loud...
but that wasn't the real problem - in fact, their expectations and thoughts were it - they already figured a way that I have to behave in certain situations, so if I behave differently they wonder and try everything to force me into the role they figured to work for me...
They do not force me by words or actions, just their thoughts and interactions can be enough...
Luckily it did not work out completly, God still enables me to do and be, who I really am... nevermind what others think or how they would like me to behave!
that Post was written on March the 1st, now over 3 months later... the problem is still existing :-(
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