Lonely...

Can there be something worse than having one girl constantly talking about and with her boyfriend?
Yes! Three girls doing so... :-(
I don't know why, but somehow we choose for this seminary week the topic "Broken Personalities"... and I am most likely to feel like one of them if this continues the way it started!
It seems like everyone is trying to drive me crazy, I'm in a four bed room, and each of my three roommates has a boyfriend, which is not particularly a problem, but the fact that they are calling their boyfriends like 5 times a day writing them text messages at night and constantly talk about them, does not make it easier for me...
Seriously, I am not even jealous, cause this would be way to much for me, but strangly I feel excluded in a way I can't describe... I do not understand what they are talking about, and all three are more than 3 years younger than me!
Please pray for me, that I might survive this week without beeing broken... 'cause I do not quite understand what all this is doing to me, but I feel very lonely :-(
 On the other hand we are facing our past, we had to think about tragic moments in our lives, and I realized, that I do still struggle with the man, that kind of abused my soul this summer, it hurts to think of what he did to me, and I really cannot see any good, that could come from this...
Please bear with me this week - I know that God is hearing our prayers!
Thanks!